First activation,

At the beginning I saw like a television screen flashing on and off snowy like a bad picture. toward the end I was frightened like there was something I didn't want to see. I didn't know about this until this activation. Elisabeth said she saw some blackness that had to be removed. I said maybe it was karmic from a past life and she agreed it could be.

 

I was upset and even kind of scared, I said maybe I didn't want to see this black stuff, she said maybe the black stuff didn't want me to see it and the fear was not mine but this dark energy.

 

During this first one my eyes were drawn upwards like forced upwards almost the whole time and I felt like a lot of physical work on my third eye and felt the back of my head and chest area some high near my throat. like rubbing or something, pressure.

 

After my first attunement and feeling upset and frightened she said I can get another activation, well I felt reluctant but at the same time I wanted to get through this so I said yes. But I needed to first relax and release those feelings, so I did and the next one started.

 

Second activation,

This one was like almost immediately bliss I was so relaxed and felt like I was being taken to a cloud and I felt like I was on a cloud totally relaxed and I could see light too it was wonderful I felt back like inspired again.

 

She then asked me if I would like a third one to really make sure that blackness is gone and I am open, I gladly accepted this!

 

Third activation,

Even greater bliss I experienced even more light and greater relaxation I saw angels and was feeling like I was one of them, I also felt so inspired like I am in the center of a information highway, after this I felt there is so much I have to do and so much to write really inspired even though I do not yet know what it is I know it will come through easy.

 

Elisabeth said she saw the divine void like what the Buddha called Nirvana this is total peace and bliss just a very wonderful before all creation place before all existence the absolute ONE.

But she can explain more and interject things she remembers between what I wrote to give a full recount of this wonderful experience. I feel after the third activation I am an Angel I have only felt this in my most divine meditations.

 

I am truly thankful for Elisabeth for bringing be back like this to what I really am it feels wonderful.

 

Namasté
Wade Casaldi